Emotions that i cant Controll..

Im in depression of emotion rite now...arrghh!!!! i really cried and broke down yesterday..Why people always take advantage like me (Iam too soft hearted)...*sigh*...always..always take advantage????? why????why???..I been trying hard to keep mum dun wanna make BIG fuss abt the small matter. But some people take it as BIG matter. The story like this : Yesterday left only 2 of us working me and my other colleugue MC okay...so ONLY 2 of us struggling doing registeration,billing make a appointment and etc...But this 1 person really make me pisseed offf..OK!! i know that she wants to dischrged pt early but pls be understand and reasonbale enuff to know that WE are trying to be very fast OK!!!..And she really make me inpatience..she said 'can i have mr kow....appoinment...U know what before that she attend 1 patient to come to my counter plus to gif her the appointment...ok..dat doesnt matter plus also she had to pay for the procedure..thus i have to settle that pt rite...as sudden she asked another 1 more appoinment to dischrge pt..yaahh and dat make me reallyyy angry siak (dis is not the first time se DID this!!)...i tell her in low voice not kind of angry ok... 'can u pls dun attack me... while im doing 1 by 1 appoinment in between'....IS SHE BLIND or WHAT????...fart up siak...then she's not happy and talking back to me and said 'what do u mean by saying dat by attacking'???...wahlauuuu...she really not happy siak...i was pissed off then...she walk out with angry...hey!!! but im not robot siak nor i cn give appoinmet that very fast siak..cant she just wait abt 15 or 30 mins for the appointment to be ready..

U know why sometimes these nurses, they just keep the POT aside and after that give the clerks 5-6 appoinmnt cards 1 shot okay!!!..that really make us soooo depression after that chase us like helll!!..AS i dun expected she told my 1st NO abt this matter..NO came to me and clarify to me what had happened..she really nice to talk to me ....as i talk sudden my tears drop down..(issyy....soo paiseh crying like a baby in front of her...she try to coax me argghhh...and she never blame me for that accident actually but why i am sooo too emotions ..) actually i ve been keping all the sour in my heart...she always think shes right everybody is wrong..bullshitt!! and this matter also cn just solve with me and she why must she complained to my NO??? STUPPIDDD!! rite??..i tried to explained to my NO what had happen and she asked WE to talk each other again...BUT i Refused to talk to her.... i really refused to talk to her and I dun want to talk to her ever!!! she really make me very upset for the whole thing...really cant expected...SHE and the other 'SI MAK TUA'(which i really despised sooo much)...


i really want to run ....run anywhere where it doesnt aching my heart soo much...this place really doesnt make me appreciated....wanna runn.. :(

Happy Birthdayyy!!!

Oh yesss!! I vealready 26 yrs old yesterday...well doenst feel the much of celebrating as my dear was working...so today...heheh guess what he bought me a handbag(*winks*)..its purple handbag..(although i dun like purple but i find it nice...really..no doubt)...dear asked me if i doesnt like the color he can change to other color..but since he really bought it frm (where i dun know...ooopss...heheh..i said neve mind since u buy its ok...i still like it...u sure...heheh..well he really knows me very welll...i just pretend it i didnt hear it...*evil smile*...hmmm.. we not actually celebrating it as we have to forsee our own future needs..buttt...jeng jeng...i actually received 3 including e handbag, a cute mug and cholate merci...that was gift from my collegues...heheh so sweet of them...thank u ranjit and stephaniee for the gifts really appreciate it very much..first time i received presents from them..not only dat i also received a slice of small piece of cake from polar...(i jus ate wif my dear just now...heheh..)sp sweet form u Nrse Lim..(**hugg**)....so dats all i cn say how i celebrate my 26 birthday even though its really late jus 1 day i really appreciate it...thank all for the prezzies..and also to u honey...muackss!!! love you very much!!!...


Guess what inside??


hmmm...wanna guess?

OOopppsss..THIS i Bought it MYSELF...hmmm...



sooo tadaaa!!!..hehe here is the reveal......yeah The puple handbag, MERCI, The cute Mug and a pair of shoes...ALLLL mine!!!! heheheh....

D&D Swiisotel

so this is what i wear...nice?

model tak menjadik

Wif my colleguess

This car nice rite??...Chrysler 300c...vey big and spacious

annie n me..


Yesterday had such fun and laughter..My Working place has D&d @ Swissotel...there is this emcee such had a great idea and very diirty idea but it was such fun and really make us laugh non stop...so much happening...hmmm..very the enjoyable...nw im very tired reach hm ard 12am...hehehe...trus slack abis...nxt day gonna werk...nw still tired sey... well here the upload pics...psst...using new cam...hehehe

Cam brand New

Its kinda of boring without camwhoring rite?...U notice that its been quite long that i have not snapping and snapping...yeah rite its my cam was down ...arrggghh!!! but jus today went to liang court to buy new DG Cam Olympus...Honey bought the new 1 for us...hmm..yah we sharing it...hehhee...so we cn snap together when we going out together whenever where we cn be...hmmm...cant wait man...hhehehe to go out and snapping again and again...

oh yeah dis sat my working place wiill be having D&D at Swissotel Ballroom..hmm..any ideas what to wear yeah???...Its International Theme...

*scratch head*...

dats all...

Sat outing was fun and much more laughter...after work as usual met my dear @ City hall proceed to marina and suntec...Dear said Hardy also will be joining us...he want us to follow him to buy camp stuff...looking at him hes such very funny siak...hhehehe...after he had his stuffs frm small bag to pants and shoes..waaahh i cn tell u he spent quite aloottt..(ok mah...he single cn buy anything he wants)..

Ard 6pm went to Newton to meet up dear's friends ... wah they are very funny sey..(also got blue brain also lah they all...dirty talk sometimes...but really enjoy it..) WE had big feast uch as cereal prawns,squids many more and soooo finger licking good...its really enjoying really like the prawns soo much...


*peace*

Devasted!! Frustrating!!!

Such suckss!! arrghhhh!!! i felt so devasted nowdays. My working place is really been fart up now...Heard they will open a new DEpt ctr and i have to work there temporali..ts ridiculous u know...some more i have to work long hours frm 8 - 630 and i will be indepedence...mcm siak sey!!..I feel like to resign as i really cant tahan all these people making such a stupid!!! managemnt dah lah kene keje on sundays...lagik!!! i dun really like it man...pls think that sundays is the only day where we always lepak with families etc .... whatever...I cant take it anymore!!!!all this while been tolerating all this nonsence now no more already man...i have to voice out so 'SHE' will not able to open the new dept....no more man... no more to be soft hearted!!! I have to be FIRM!!!


In the other hand i cant wait to resign or transfer to other dept or have to wait the new hospital @ AH to siap...oh goshhh!!!!! i already had enufff!!! enuff man!!! working hard like a hell and there is nothing whre they cn appreciated at all...such sucks u know...sory guys for the impropriate words that i type now...

Just pouring here...

Flash back

Guess what...I was surprised that i saw my old Computer teacher came to my Dept. He acompany his wife for scope today. I ant believe it a only yesterday i was talking with my old time classmate abt our old teachers...heheh...he seems not recognised me well say that USUALLY students recognise teachers but not teachers recognise students but probably they still cn remember the mischievious ...oooopsss...hehe sorry not me ler...its really make me flash back where he taught us MATHS ... yucks!!!! s***s dun like that subject siak...but he really make me change of my preception of maths that make me more interested in maths,...hhehhe..hes strict ... very very strict...But it seems that he retired already...

I've been missed my old teachers and my most mischievious classroom...(yeah know what my old classroom was actually just near the principal's office...)

*peace*

Spiderman!!

You should watch the movies...Its great movies with alot of action packs ( rugi babe kalau tak tgk)...today still holiday for me as Me n my dear decide to watch movies...so Recommend that this movies is nice to watch beside 300...yeszaaa..

Next will be shrek 3 on 31st may and dear can't wait to watch Transformers that will be on ard June...so have to be patiencee....

Tomorrow meet my dear to go to wedding again that is his side...n i'm back to work...shitt!!!

good nite!!

Bedsheet..

So yesterday went to Geylang to buy something which I dun really plan to buy...(uh uh...no pasarlah...hey alot of things you cn buy there u know and cheap too!!)..Went with my mum headed we went to Arab st first to see the kain...etc..alot of nice kain which i donno how to choose from...anyway it's for me too but it seems that is tooo far still..just look look only lah..

Next went geylang,TKC and Joo chiat...I saw this bedsheet at joo chiat got nice white bedsheets come with 2 pillows, 2 small sq pillows, 1 big long pillow,1 quilt and the cover..together there is 7 sets complete...cost ard $388....can less abt $360 or $350 its satin material..well i seem not too sure yet actually but since my mum see its very nice make me think twice agaian...shall i buy or not?...dats not the need yet we went up actually for survey again tell the salesgal we see ard first..went up there are lots of bedcover and sheets...yeah it seems that the first which i saw earlier is much nicer...we went down again just to try luck and hope she can give us low price again...(wahaha)...mum tried to persuade her again for giving us more discount (betul lah mak aku nie ek...whaahahaha)..so do u think i buy there???...Nope...hehehe..we told her wewill come back again if we can't see any nicer than urs...YY??? oh well....as for me yeah i'm little bit choosy..(little bit???..no dun tink soo..hhehhe..yeah aloooott!!!) LOoking at the material and design is nice is satin and nicelah...but when i think2...i'm scared will be torn up if it doesnt kept well rite...so no - lah....Went to TKC saw this bedsheet 'hey dis is nice...but alamak more expensive lak"...the color is gold with rose pattern is sweet actually...dun tink there is any bride having it...but xpensive sey...den i saw beside it there is cream color not bad the design yeah well i grab it...we tried to bargain the price from $288 to $250...hehehe..well frst he didnt agreed after that he really give us the reasonable price..sooo happy seyy!! Now i only have to make the background and the other accessories to make it more nicer...Wow!!! cant imagine how my bedroom will be..whahaha..at least that bedsheet i cn bring along together wen i finally have my home soon...yessszaaaa...