Im in depression of emotion rite now...arrghh!!!! i really cried and broke down yesterday..Why people always take advantage like me (Iam too soft hearted)...*sigh*...always..always take advantage????? why????why???..I been trying hard to keep mum dun wanna make BIG fuss abt the small matter. But some people take it as BIG matter. The story like this : Yesterday left only 2 of us working me and my other colleugue MC okay...so ONLY 2 of us struggling doing registeration,billing make a appointment and etc...But this 1 person really make me pisseed offf..OK!! i know that she wants to dischrged pt early but pls be understand and reasonbale enuff to know that WE are trying to be very fast OK!!!..And she really make me inpatience..she said 'can i have mr kow....appoinment...U know what before that she attend 1 patient to come to my counter plus to gif her the appointment...ok..dat doesnt matter plus also she had to pay for the procedure..thus i have to settle that pt rite...as sudden she asked another 1 more appoinment to dischrge pt..yaahh and dat make me reallyyy angry siak (dis is not the first time se DID this!!)...i tell her in low voice not kind of angry ok... 'can u pls dun attack me... while im doing 1 by 1 appoinment in between'....IS SHE BLIND or WHAT????...fart up siak...then she's not happy and talking back to me and said 'what do u mean by saying dat by attacking'???...wahlauuuu...she really not happy siak...i was pissed off then...she walk out with angry...hey!!! but im not robot siak nor i cn give appoinmet that very fast siak..cant she just wait abt 15 or 30 mins for the appointment to be ready..
U know why sometimes these nurses, they just keep the POT aside and after that give the clerks 5-6 appoinmnt cards 1 shot okay!!!..that really make us soooo depression after that chase us like helll!!..AS i dun expected she told my 1st NO abt this matter..NO came to me and clarify to me what had happened..she really nice to talk to me ....as i talk sudden my tears drop down..(issyy....soo paiseh crying like a baby in front of her...she try to coax me argghhh...and she never blame me for that accident actually but why i am sooo too emotions ..) actually i ve been keping all the sour in my heart...she always think shes right everybody is wrong..bullshitt!! and this matter also cn just solve with me and she why must she complained to my NO??? STUPPIDDD!! rite??..i tried to explained to my NO what had happen and she asked WE to talk each other again...BUT i Refused to talk to her.... i really refused to talk to her and I dun want to talk to her ever!!! she really make me very upset for the whole thing...really cant expected...SHE and the other 'SI MAK TUA'(which i really despised sooo much)...
i really want to run ....run anywhere where it doesnt aching my heart soo much...this place really doesnt make me appreciated....wanna runn.. :(
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