My bro wed cum cukur rambut

Alhamdullilah..everything goes smoothly last 2 days on weekends. There is my bro wed and Myreen cukur rambut. Its such a hectic tired though i think this is it. I would like to congrats my bro..at last he married. happy for him that he get to have his happy life with someone he loved. And Myreen for the cukur rambut was such a blast. Thank you for all the people who been helping a lot. and thank you some of the friends that manage to come..really appreciate it.

so here are some pics:


Here is my bro and my SIL




Me and Myreen



3 of us in the pic finally.. :)



Myreen Raushani


Our family photo

oh yeah i forget to tell that last outfir for the newly wed i didnt take cos bat low.. haizz

Motherhood Progressing..

Never did i expexted time flies very fast. As it been 3 weeks plus i enjoying motherhood. well in the first place it was such stressful for me when we reach home..nope i mean when the night come, fuuhh..its quite stressful as Baby Myreen still cannot sleep till wee hours. Mostly sometimes till 730am the next day then she will having her sleep. Its not easy though, but luckily Mak was around. I soo thankful that she still here and been hepling me. She cook for us, entertain her granddaughter...etc. Now slowly i can know her character when she smile, cry,wanna farted hmm so many expressions she gave to us that make us sometimes smile and laughing...its so funny actually. yeah..when i think of that i still kinda miss being pregnant. For 9 months going thru ups and down emotions so this is it. I was blessed too that hubby was so supportive all the way either in my undergoing pregnancy and going thru labour. Thanks Bie!! I know i cant do it without u around that time. its such a pressure for me to go thru that.

Nevertheles, i'm so delightful enough to have my Baby around with me. And i will try to become a good mother for everythign she wants/need.

A Waiting time is finally over...

Friday on 22nd May that was the day i went for my KK check-up. Never expect that, i have to be admitted since my waterbag was vey low so its a risk for me if i rejected nevertheless i am DM in pregnancy so there might be a chance the bb will become big size. After the check up, we were sent by the attendance to book a bed. My mind was so confused, nervous, excited.After the counselling session of the registration, called my HR to fax the LOG. Once we get the bed we settle down eveything there. The nurse came to us and informed that i will be induced at 10pm. Oh gosh!! i ask myself 'oh no..this is the time but my heart beat so fast'. hubby of cos hes excited. i lying down the bed while the nurse doing the CTG, hubby went home to do the laundry.

So, at night ard 930pm i was told to get ready to the Delivery Suite. We wnet up and was told to lying down while 1 of the nurse will be coming doing the inducing. 'Oucchh!!' errkk..its quite scary for me yeah shame on me..waiting for the contraction to come bt in the end i dun feel anything much as the cervix also still not open. The doctor stil need to do inducing again for 2x. ok well u can tell that i am very coward!!. Im so scared when they did the inducing. I tell u i am not so strong to go thru all this. I was too emotional till i cried like hell. Hubby was so caring till he really pursuit me to be strong. In the end i refused to have another induce that make me 3 times already. And I seriously DONT WANT!! that makes me why i opt for Cesarean. ITs was actually we decided as there is still no sign of cervix open just imagine sey dia korek2 bwh ingat tak sakit ke???!! what ever it is i just wanna baby to be safe dats all in my mind.

So on the 24 sunday 930am i was already prepared to go theatre. I pray hard for the best me and my baby safe delivery. Hubby kissed me on forehead i try not to cry and be more brave this time that im gonna do it!!! I was given epidural on spinal cord. Till i feel numbness half of my body. So there it goes i can feel they pulling my mucsle and pushing it. It takes abt 15 mins my baby came out. I heard shes crying that melt my heart till i cry. the nidwife shows the baby to me as i kissed her forehead. Im really blessed and thankful that everything all goes smoothly. After that i was put inside observation ward then abt few hours to normal ward back again then i can see my baby again.

Its been 3 days im in the hospital. that really make me sick. Hah! i always ask the doctor when can i be discharged. Well bcos of the cesarean, i have to be admit another 3 days..so total of 5 days in the hospital.

So dats why it takes time for me to blog anyway. Her name Myreen Raushani meaning Bright and beautiful indeed.. may u become bright and smart with beautiful heart among all the people. insyallah. Now she is alreay 3 weeks plus. We were blessed for this precious gift that given by HIM. Alhamdullilah.




shes just come out from the 'oven' though at 1032am



isnt she adorable..Myreen Raushani Bte Rashidi. Her name.

Pain..

well for the past few weeks alot of things happen. Now ive dept started afternoon shift. 1 to 930pm. long hours rite??.. but i dun want to tell this first. last week on 27 March my best fren Julie had already given birth baby Boy!! Congrats Ju!! Name given 'Shafiq'. (senang kan nak sebut ...hehee). I bet now she enjoying her motherhood now. but i heard from her story make me nervous actually. Well according to her, even though she give normal birth, she had this complicated stiching case due to blood clot and 2nd degree tear. have to go oPt and spinal block given..she was sooo weak and look pale when hubby and me visiting her that day. OH my!! i cant imagine too if its me!!...(Ya allah jgn lah terjadik dgn diriku).. till she told us her story, we forgot to snap the baby lah...:p

ok now back to my afternoon shift, well i simply cant understand people who really cant be give in and take situation. i dun really wanna pour it here but i think i need some space here too rite? (Hey! anywway its my blog mah)!! Its may wish!! After me and hubby discuss abt this matter hubby actually not agree with the idea of me working till late night. U know since im in 8 months already. furthermoe there will be no people too whos going to fetch me back home. alrite its like this they asked me to work just for 3 days only reason is just to adpat myself to this working shift. hubby of cos not agree with it anyway. so i told my NO Tan ab this. she's quite understanding morever support me too. But my own collegues NOT UNDERSTAND!!. she asked me to tell them too. but in the end my NO is the one telling them my situation. Looked, im just asking here for understand and just pity abt this baby, but they seemms refuse to understand me, what can i do??.. I told this to hubby he said that 'why they dun understand? i just dun want happening to u whenn u go home alone when im not ard? 1 day 2 day or any day at this time of point i dun allow u to work this kind of stipid shift!!'. wah.. i just dumb dun wanna say snything..the way he talk too got some senses so i let my NO know abt what my hubby say. Newway we already make the Gynae Doctor to write a memo for me to exclude myslef in this situation. after submit the letter, my NO try to persuade them to be reasonable, but i think they still in their ego. The last i knew that they want me to do permanent 9-6 duty. Oh god!! i ve been thought already. so u wanna know rite now hows my relationship with them? the are trying to boycot me and they refuse to talk too unless needed. (mcm budak2 kan)...haizz...anyway i un wanna think too much. i have to be selfish rite? i didnt mean that i dun want to do the shift but they have to be understand enuff!!! to know the condition. will they be responsible if anything to me if im working till 930 by reach home its gonna be 10+ near 1100pm??? 'sigh' i dunno why they doing this to me.

im just need some favour only. u should be know that first time parent are very excited for thier first newborn baby...its nature...I believe and hope that 'Allah' open their hearts and realise what im going thru..

Now i cant wait for next month may..pls come...faster...

V-Day..

yesterday was Valentines day, we went out for 'makan' at IMM. Secret Recipe we had our early dinner there. we had this special V-Day special menu cost u about $49.90 plus u get free complimentary a rose flower. ..Quite worth it! :). told hubby 'i think the flower u gave me last time its more nice', hek.. hubby reply, 'of cos its really touch ur heart is it'. 'yeah', i reply. but im not that fans of flower afterall and either i celebrate this V-Day. I told myself there is always everyday V-DAY rite?. But rite now a lot of commitments and responsibilty before we spent al ot of all the things>> flowers lah presents lah chocolates lah..whatever.

well im now have kind of this pain under my two foots. whenever i walk there is something pressure make my foot pain. i feel like to have some massage or reflexology but that is NO! NO! NO! for me. even my mum dont agree with that as she said that its too risky. Arggh! well due to this pregnancy i have to endure it by the way. oh yeah i need more water rite now as doc said that my blood sugar level is high...OOoops! hmmmm next week its my check-up again..hmmmmmmm..



we had this for our menu: salads, Lmab chop and Marinara spaghetti






our dessert...brownie..toppings with ice cream



hubby and his lamb chop..eeewww..i really not fancy of lamb..i rather take beef..muaklah




urs truly...

weekend with my hubby..

As planned, initially wanna go Orchard then Marina jus to eat at far east, but in the end we went to IMM instead. we take lunch at Bagus Banquet. Ordered Chicken rice for hubby and me fried kway teow and carrot cake. Not bad all the foods. tapi the kway teow mcm berminyak and jelak sikit ar. the carrot cake we finish it up as the taste not so hot enuff.

So after finishing lunch we headed to Daiso. Surprising us, we spent quite a lot there...wahaha.. i bought cosmetics things, plus others toiletries and etc..well cant resist mah..Daiso..Always $2!!! lol. payment made, we went to Giant next...shopping sakan siak kitaorng...lol. but i think the more shopping is me lah..bought shoeslah, then bought 2 shirts from Esprit Outlet...geram sey baju2 kat sana as its very the cheap if u go to the boutique itself.

ok as far as u know, the baby really active (kick)! at night. hmm..another 3 months to go as i cant wait the baby born.

ok thats all the updates.



Hubby doesnt know that i snap the candid...wahaha



hubby says "mcm tak nampak sey barang..." lalalala i say...



HUbby dah tak kuasa nak layan cos he too engrosed to shop...