well for the past few weeks alot of things happen. Now ive dept started afternoon shift. 1 to 930pm. long hours rite??.. but i dun want to tell this first. last week on 27 March my best fren Julie had already given birth baby Boy!! Congrats Ju!! Name given 'Shafiq'. (senang kan nak sebut ...hehee). I bet now she enjoying her motherhood now. but i heard from her story make me nervous actually. Well according to her, even though she give normal birth, she had this complicated stiching case due to blood clot and 2nd degree tear. have to go oPt and spinal block given..she was sooo weak and look pale when hubby and me visiting her that day. OH my!! i cant imagine too if its me!!...(Ya allah jgn lah terjadik dgn diriku).. till she told us her story, we forgot to snap the baby lah...:p
ok now back to my afternoon shift, well i simply cant understand people who really cant be give in and take situation. i dun really wanna pour it here but i think i need some space here too rite? (Hey! anywway its my blog mah)!! Its may wish!! After me and hubby discuss abt this matter hubby actually not agree with the idea of me working till late night. U know since im in 8 months already. furthermoe there will be no people too whos going to fetch me back home. alrite its like this they asked me to work just for 3 days only reason is just to adpat myself to this working shift. hubby of cos not agree with it anyway. so i told my NO Tan ab this. she's quite understanding morever support me too. But my own collegues NOT UNDERSTAND!!. she asked me to tell them too. but in the end my NO is the one telling them my situation. Looked, im just asking here for understand and just pity abt this baby, but they seemms refuse to understand me, what can i do??.. I told this to hubby he said that 'why they dun understand? i just dun want happening to u whenn u go home alone when im not ard? 1 day 2 day or any day at this time of point i dun allow u to work this kind of stipid shift!!'. wah.. i just dumb dun wanna say snything..the way he talk too got some senses so i let my NO know abt what my hubby say. Newway we already make the Gynae Doctor to write a memo for me to exclude myslef in this situation. after submit the letter, my NO try to persuade them to be reasonable, but i think they still in their ego. The last i knew that they want me to do permanent 9-6 duty. Oh god!! i ve been thought already. so u wanna know rite now hows my relationship with them? the are trying to boycot me and they refuse to talk too unless needed. (mcm budak2 kan)...haizz...anyway i un wanna think too much. i have to be selfish rite? i didnt mean that i dun want to do the shift but they have to be understand enuff!!! to know the condition. will they be responsible if anything to me if im working till 930 by reach home its gonna be 10+ near 1100pm??? 'sigh' i dunno why they doing this to me.
im just need some favour only. u should be know that first time parent are very excited for thier first newborn baby...its nature...I believe and hope that 'Allah' open their hearts and realise what im going thru..
Now i cant wait for next month may..pls come...faster...
