A Waiting time is finally over...

Friday on 22nd May that was the day i went for my KK check-up. Never expect that, i have to be admitted since my waterbag was vey low so its a risk for me if i rejected nevertheless i am DM in pregnancy so there might be a chance the bb will become big size. After the check up, we were sent by the attendance to book a bed. My mind was so confused, nervous, excited.After the counselling session of the registration, called my HR to fax the LOG. Once we get the bed we settle down eveything there. The nurse came to us and informed that i will be induced at 10pm. Oh gosh!! i ask myself 'oh no..this is the time but my heart beat so fast'. hubby of cos hes excited. i lying down the bed while the nurse doing the CTG, hubby went home to do the laundry.

So, at night ard 930pm i was told to get ready to the Delivery Suite. We wnet up and was told to lying down while 1 of the nurse will be coming doing the inducing. 'Oucchh!!' errkk..its quite scary for me yeah shame on me..waiting for the contraction to come bt in the end i dun feel anything much as the cervix also still not open. The doctor stil need to do inducing again for 2x. ok well u can tell that i am very coward!!. Im so scared when they did the inducing. I tell u i am not so strong to go thru all this. I was too emotional till i cried like hell. Hubby was so caring till he really pursuit me to be strong. In the end i refused to have another induce that make me 3 times already. And I seriously DONT WANT!! that makes me why i opt for Cesarean. ITs was actually we decided as there is still no sign of cervix open just imagine sey dia korek2 bwh ingat tak sakit ke???!! what ever it is i just wanna baby to be safe dats all in my mind.

So on the 24 sunday 930am i was already prepared to go theatre. I pray hard for the best me and my baby safe delivery. Hubby kissed me on forehead i try not to cry and be more brave this time that im gonna do it!!! I was given epidural on spinal cord. Till i feel numbness half of my body. So there it goes i can feel they pulling my mucsle and pushing it. It takes abt 15 mins my baby came out. I heard shes crying that melt my heart till i cry. the nidwife shows the baby to me as i kissed her forehead. Im really blessed and thankful that everything all goes smoothly. After that i was put inside observation ward then abt few hours to normal ward back again then i can see my baby again.

Its been 3 days im in the hospital. that really make me sick. Hah! i always ask the doctor when can i be discharged. Well bcos of the cesarean, i have to be admit another 3 days..so total of 5 days in the hospital.

So dats why it takes time for me to blog anyway. Her name Myreen Raushani meaning Bright and beautiful indeed.. may u become bright and smart with beautiful heart among all the people. insyallah. Now she is alreay 3 weeks plus. We were blessed for this precious gift that given by HIM. Alhamdullilah.




shes just come out from the 'oven' though at 1032am



isnt she adorable..Myreen Raushani Bte Rashidi. Her name.